Emotional
i don’t knoq how to get these evil, vile thought outta my head.. i just feel pain. pain everywhere. and i don’t know what to do to get myself happy again. how did things end up like this? why am i acting the way i am? treating the people i love the way i am? i need to stop. i need to get away, to feel again. feel alive. wanna get up in the morning, wanna out a smile on my face, look forward to the future.. instead if dreading it. i want to be myself again, but i don’t know how to get back to the way things used to be.
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